My Only Friend

You don’t have to talk today
Ok maybe just a little
You should maybe reduce your words
You could just nod and smile

You don’t need to smile today
Ok maybe just a little
People aren’t so nice anyways
You could just straighten it out

There’s no use laughing
Not even a bit
Nothing is ever that funny
You could just chuckle

Do you really have to go out?
No use. Just a peak would do
The sun is too bright anyways
You should just curl up in bed

People are stressful
No really! they are
They could never understand you
Just stay here with me

Nothing ever matters
It’s all a blur
I’m all you have
I’m all that’s real

You could end it now
It can stop forever
It’s safer here
It’s more peaceful


I found this on your bed.

I miss you.

I’m sorry I couldn’t do more.

I’m sorry nobody could.


I Should Speak Too

Leave me to rant
I deserve some audience
I deserve to be heard
I should have a voice

I thought we could argue
I thought you understood
I thought you could deduce
That a conversation can go south or not

You hit me for the first time
Apologized a minute after
Said it was a slip
A slip that was a little too hard

You raped me for the first time
In your words I needed it
I’m pretty sure that was all you
You said it was for the best

4 years and no more
No more because it ended
No more because I absconded
No more because I’m dead.