From time, we’ve had this seasonal attraction.
Most of it came from me.
I only cared when I needed Him.
He would always give me listening ears even when I knew I had abandoned Him.
He never gave up on me and honestly I don’t understand but I constantly did.
I used Him every time for only my pleasures and right after I would leave without a word.
For years I totally neglected Him and purposely chose to run the opposite direction even when I knew I had no hiding place.
I could never bring myself to speak of Him so proudly.
I was always so ashamed of being with Him.
He never gave up on me.
He promises never to and once I realized I was running for no reason, I began to understand that I needed to be committed to this Love.
I also needed to put in work.
He never left and He never will
I needed to love Him too.
Just like all relationships, it gets rocky.
We always find a way.
He’s the best lover.
I would talk to Him most times and wonder why I shied away for so long.
He’s just PERFECT.
STAY HAPPY ♥♥