Leave me to rant
I deserve some audience
I deserve to be heard
I should have a voice
I thought we could argue
I thought you understood
I thought you could deduce
That a conversation can go south or not
You hit me for the first time
Apologized a minute after
Said it was a slip
A slip that was a little too hard
You raped me for the first time
In your words I needed it
I’m pretty sure that was all you
You said it was for the best
4 years and no more
No more because it ended
No more because I absconded
No more because I’m dead.
From time, we’ve had this seasonal attraction.
Most of it came from me.
I only cared when I needed Him.
He would always give me listening ears even when I knew I had abandoned Him.
He never gave up on me and honestly I don’t understand but I constantly did.
I used Him every time for only my pleasures and right after I would leave without a word.
For years I totally neglected Him and purposely chose to run the opposite direction even when I knew I had no hiding place.
I could never bring myself to speak of Him so proudly.
I was always so ashamed of being with Him.
He never gave up on me.
He promises never to and once I realized I was running for no reason, I began to understand that I needed to be committed to this Love.
I also needed to put in work.
He never left and He never will
I needed to love Him too.
Just like all relationships, it gets rocky.
We always find a way.
He’s the best lover.
I would talk to Him most times and wonder why I shied away for so long.
He’s just PERFECT.
STAY HAPPY ♥♥
Hello! I get to do whatever I want on Wednesdays and here’s what I did……
1 – Are you named after anyone?
- Yep. My paternal grandma.
2 – When was the last time you cried?
- A few days ago. Emotional moment
3 – Do you have kids?
4 – If you were another person, would you be a friend of yourself?
5 – Do you use sarcasm a lot?
- I like to think that I don’t.
6 – What’s the first thing you notice about people?
- Their eyes. The eyes can tell a lot
7 – What is your eye color?
8 – Scary movie or happy endings?
- Happy endings if I have to pick between these two but honestly real endings.
9 – Favorite smells?
10 – What’s the furthest you’ve ever been from home?
- College. Bitter-sweet memories
11 – Do you have any special talents?
- I sing in the shower and to my closest friends.
12 – Where were you born?
- Nigeria. Port Harcourt to be precise.
13 – What are your hobbies?
- I love writing, playing sudoku or word search games and watching cartoons
14 – Do you have any pets?
15 – Do you have any siblings?
16 – How tall are you?
17 – How many countries have you visited?
18 – What was your favorite/worst subject in High School?
- Fav: Math.
- Worst: Chemistry… yuck!
19 – What Sports do you play/Have you played?
- I used to run track a while back
20 – How would you describe your fashion sense?
Stay Happy ♥♥