I Should Speak Too

Leave me to rant
I deserve some audience
I deserve to be heard
I should have a voice

I thought we could argue
I thought you understood
I thought you could deduce
That a conversation can go south or not

You hit me for the first time
Apologized a minute after
Said it was a slip
A slip that was a little too hard

You raped me for the first time
In your words I needed it
I’m pretty sure that was all you
You said it was for the best

4 years and no more
No more because it ended
No more because I absconded
No more because I’m dead.

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Love So Amazing…

From time, we’ve had this seasonal attraction.

Most of it came from me.

I only cared when I needed Him.

He would always give me listening ears even when I knew I had abandoned Him.

He never gave up on me and honestly I don’t understand but I constantly did.

I used Him every time for only my pleasures and right after I would leave without a word.

For years I totally neglected Him and purposely chose to run the opposite direction even when I knew I had no hiding place.

I could never bring myself to speak of Him so proudly.

I was always so ashamed of being with Him.

But….

He never gave up on me.

He promises never to and once I realized I was running for no reason, I began to understand that I needed to be committed to this Love.

I also needed to put in work.

He never left and He never will

I needed to love Him too.

Just like all relationships, it gets rocky.

We always find a way.

He’s the best lover.

I would talk to Him most times and wonder why I shied away for so long.

He’s just PERFECT.

 

 

STAY HAPPY ♥♥

 

GET TO KNOW ME!!!

Hello! I get to do whatever I want on Wednesdays and here’s what I did……

1 – Are you named after anyone?

  • Yep. My paternal grandma.

2 – When was the last time you cried?

  • A few days ago. Emotional moment

3 – Do you have kids?

  • Nope.

4 – If you were another person, would you be a friend of yourself?

  • Yes!

5 – Do you use sarcasm a lot?

  • I like to think that I don’t.

6 – What’s the first thing you notice about people?

  • Their eyes. The eyes can tell a lot

7 – What is your eye color?

  • Black

8 – Scary movie or happy endings?

  • Happy endings if I have to pick between these two but honestly real endings.

9 – Favorite smells?

  • Vanilla and Sweat Pea

10 – What’s the furthest you’ve ever been from home?

  • College. Bitter-sweet memories

11 – Do you have any special talents?

  • I sing in the shower and to my closest friends.

12 – Where were you born?

  • Nigeria. Port Harcourt to be precise.

13 – What are your hobbies?

  • I love writing, playing sudoku or word search games and watching cartoons

14 – Do you have any pets?

  • Nope but I’d love one

15 – Do you have any siblings?

  • Yup. Love them too much.

16 – How tall are you?

  • About 5′ 3″

17 – How many countries have you visited?

  • Hmmmm…… 2

18 – What was your favorite/worst subject in High School?

  • Fav: Math.
  • Worst: Chemistry… yuck!

19 – What Sports do you play/Have you played?

  • I used to run track a while back

20 – How would you describe your fashion sense?

  • Simple

 

Stay Happy ♥♥